Especially when you thought that you would be spending the time with someone else. My girlfriend hasn't been home much and I'm basically fighting over her with her parents XD. It was amazing she came over for a few hours on Sunday. The time was well spent. but it only took until today for my boredom to come to a head. I gotta stop using my time for silly things. I gotta get back into my hobbies. Also. gotta a start looking for a job.
Yeahhhhh thats right I graduated. big whoop, Ive been here before. the "intersections" of life and all that. I still don't get it. When I turned 18, felt no different. Graduated high school, still nothing. and now my college is done and I still feel like my life is going to be the same as before but only in a different context. Only now I'm chasing the check, instead of the grade.
Why must all walks of life be about "earning" and "consumption"
God i hate capitalism. But i gotta be honest. The other ways didn't work out as well as capitalism. probably just human nature. the only true way for us to live as a whole is for us to indulge in the fact that we need to be controlled by currency.
honestly though. I don't have a better way. so im going to live with this. My main argument is that anything epic and grandeur is dead now. It all comes down to will I make a buck? I mean every time there is a disaster. Instead of trying to fix it we run the streets looting stores.
Its not my place to know why. I just enjoy knowing that I wouldn't be one of those people. Cause whats the point if you have a new TV you stole. your going to sell it? to whom if the world is ending? seriously.
Anyone who read this far... also... COCKS
That is all. return to your normally scheduled Deviant Art
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"When i was younger ... everyone said i could be anything i wanted ... i want to be a kid ... what happen's now?"
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Did you enjoy college though?
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"when wondering ... one must remember to search everywhere to find the right answer." -Sacora
"When i was younger ... everyone said i could be anything i wanted ... i want to be a kid ... what happen's now?"
Most of the class was gamers and computer geeks so I was the perfect fit for me. yeah I was working school work all night most of the time. Multiplayer gaming, and binge gaming is hard to do when your in an accelerated program.
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\"I write these dreams, to make this world, something more than hate and greed. ~~~
\"I cast a vision to change the tide, to give this world what I have seen~~~
My Website --> [link]
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"when wondering ... one must remember to search everywhere to find the right answer." -Sacora
"When i was younger ... everyone said i could be anything i wanted ... i want to be a kid ... what happen's now?"
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\"I write these dreams, to make this world, something more than hate and greed. ~~~
\"I cast a vision to change the tide, to give this world what I have seen~~~
My Website --> [link]
I'm hoping to go to japan for college but idk if it will happen. =/
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"when wondering ... one must remember to search everywhere to find the right answer." -Sacora
"When i was younger ... everyone said i could be anything i wanted ... i want to be a kid ... what happen's now?"
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