I finally found a stable platform to launch my website. Its called moonfruit.

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I hope you guys like it. It looks so much more professional than DA. But don't worry, I will still share art here as well.

stay cool everyone.

Some say the world will end in fire, Some say in ice. From what I've tasted of desire I hold with those who favor fire. But if it had to perish twice, I think I know enough of hate To say that for destruction ice Is also great And would suffice. -- Robert Frost

GOING TO CANADA, BRB

I have so many reasons to be sad or angry these days. I fight them almost every hour of every day. Certain things help me forget about them. Sometimes those same things make me happy.

Such as,

Friendship.

Honesty.

Sense of Accomplishment.

Careful Judgment.

Compassion.

and most of all, Love.

But say, one of these things were to suddenly stop working? Break down? or just kinda leave my life all together?

Simply enough, the sad things start winning. The other things start to leave as well, such as sense of accomplishment. Because I simply wont be able to get up in the morning. Because Ill put it off till tomorrow. Because i just wont care anymore.

It seems just a few minutes ago, I lost something that ive held dear for all my life.

Friendship

Im gonna be realistic here. Sure, I CAN live without it. But that doesnt make it hurt less.

Ive ALWAYS had friends. and I always thought they were the best of friends. But I dunno, seems every where I turn, people feel that their true feelings about me will hurt me. Yeah well, what hurts more is when they are hidden from me. So that I go on blindly until I see the light.

I don't even care if those in question see this. Cause if they wanted to say sorry, they would've a long time ago.

See the worst part is, I don't even know if its me. In fact, myself, That is to blame for this. I dont know if my time in Canada turned me into an asshole. or Just a conceded moron. All I know is that It is nearly impossible for someone to judge ones self correctly. Ive had to rely on the opinions of others. Just like everyone else.

All I can do is look in the mirror and say.

"Yep, thats me all right. And I think I'm A'ok."

Those of you that read all of this, thanks. I just had to get this out, and I didn't want to hurt anyone in the process.


-Matt

For once I have ideas for art. but Iam extremely busy.

first of all, my 1991 Ford Taurus is getting a tune up.

second, Iam looking for a job to pay for my school loan which will be coming in soon.
on top of all that Ive been trying to help around my house cause mom has been getting angry at everything. Ive been trying to lift some of her responsibilities.

But, at leased I finally Have some ideas going through my head. So many little ideas!

here is a list of the art i have planned.


The B-Bus

K.K. Slider Motor Cycle

Epic Peagan easter

Epic Armored realistic sailor moon

Ninja Mail man

Ultra Realistic Mega Man

and thats just the big ideas.

But anyways. just trying to make sure you all know im still alive.

and please, comment my art. its the only way i know if you really LOOK at it.

Stay Cool everyone.